CONFESSIONS OF A VOYEAUR.                -AnOnYmOuSe-

Hi there.  You may not know me, but i am one of the many BBSers who you see
every day, who never posts, uploads, or does anything.  You may wonder what
we do when we logon BBSs, because if you will look at the log of callers
you will see that we always logon at least once a day.  Well, I am a 
voyeaur, and I am writing this in order to enlighten you as to what indeed
we really do online, and how pathetic we really are.

When I logon a BBS, I go straight to the message section, and eagerly
read the messages.  To me it is a great adventure, reading other peoples
messages.  I follow what the people say to each other, and sometimes when
they say really neat things i masturbate after I read the message.  Sometimes
i fantasize about posting myself, but i never do, because i am a pansy, and
if i posted then i wouldnt be a voyeaur anymore.

I like to read your messages because it gives me a secret thrill.  When
I want a romantic evening, i light candles all around my computer, and dress
in my mothers nylons.  I put on some lipstick, to make myself feel very sexy.
Then I call up my favorite BBS, and read the messages, touching myself in
anticipation as i follow the conversations, secretly living out what the 
BBSers say.  I pick my favorite BBS message posters, and pick the ones I 
don't like, and when they have arguments i cheer for my favorite team just
like in football or something.  After teasing myself, and finally reaching
orgasm, I move on to a new board, and repeat the process again.

Once in awhile, when I am feeling especially bold, and brave, I post an 
anonymous, one line post, saying something incredibly stupid and retarded.
The poster people usually get very mad and flame me, but I know im safe
because they dont know it was me.  It turns me on a lot to know that
I made the BBSers mad.  But sometimes if my favorite posters get mad at me,
I feel sad, and i cry for many hours.  Then if i'm really feeling bad I write
a post apologizing for posting anonymous because I want the posters to like
me.  Do you like me?  please say you like me, I cant live unless you like me.
I am probably on the boards you call, and I have probably jacked off while
reading YOUR messages.  If you only knew how much it means to me, you would
send me email saying that you like me, and that i belong.  

I know that by doing this, I am giving up the secrets of me and my fellow 
voyeaurs, but I feel a great need to communicate with you and this way you 
cannot reply to me and flame me, because it hurts my feelings very deeply 
to be flamed.  All i want is to fit in on your board, and when you flame 
me it scares me and frightens me.  Please try to be nice to people when 
they post one line anonymous posts, because they are desperately trying 
to reach out to you.  Be nice to me, pleease??  If you be nice to me, I 
will come to your house and give you a rimjob.

Thank you for reading this.  I will see you on the BBSs, but you will not
see me.  Hee Hee.