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                     THE BIOGRAPHY OF BULLSHIT                            [80C
                        By:  Luvenia Pinson                               [80C
     (From her work in progress entitled "Tracings On My Window)          [80C
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   "Bullshit" ignores the fact that we were born rich and lost our        [80C
   fortune in pursuit of a fantasy fiction called "the American           [80C
   dream," making women think more is better regardless.  And, the        [80C
   constant agitation for mediocrity stifles the mind, mutes the          [80C
   tongue and dims the vision of those who would otherwise see.           [80C
   Where will all the people go, who pursue the concept of life           [80C
   without living, while caught up in the celluloid dream monster         [80C
   creating our values and standards; if a different order arrives?       [80C
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   "Bullshit" makes Black women live White lives; and there is            [80C
   nothing wrong with that, as long as they recognize the                 [80C
   difference.  After all, everyone is encouraged to hate, yourself       [80C
   first and some more than others.  How else would trifling Niggers      [80C
   be recognized and defined without cognizance of a mutual origin.       [80C
   And, when hate can be translated into profits, a rationale is          [80C
   always at hand for the American way.                                   [80C
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   "Bullshit" encourages self-definition and calls it politically         [80C
   incorrect if you don't agree with the speaker, negating yourself.      [80C
   Grandma wasn't called a woman identified woman, lesbian or queer.      [80C
   However, she took her pistol and rescued Ms. Mary whenever her         [80C
   husband threatened to beat her.  Guns in scared hands make large       [80C
   holes; and Ms. Mary stayed with Grandma as long as she wanted.         [80C
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   "Bullshit" ignores the mornings, which are better, because the         [80C
   air is less pissed over and people less polluted.  The inventors       [80C
   of night are more appreciative of the dawn breaking, and fresh         [80C
   smelled mornings after the rain.  Do cows fuck at night?  In           [80C
   pastures they appear to be more free than those that keep them         [80C
   captive.  This distortion is called beneficial to human kind.          [80C
   And, what is a seasonal change called?  If it feels good, maybe        [80C
   it's a universal orgasm.                                               [80C
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   "Bullshit" makes some women come hard(ly), deferring ecstacy for       [80C
   a future investment in lost time.  Suppose women's vaginas were        [80C
   on their shoulders, would they be discussed more?  Something           [80C
   feeling that good shouldn't be hidden.  Your lover didn't leave        [80C
   you because she immediately loved you less, however, she did want      [80C
   to sleep with another woman.  When past lovers meet, "Bullshit"        [80C
   is the active ingredient.  Unless the lack of sexual pleasure,         [80C
   which is disproportionate to the energy put forth in its pursuit       [80C
   is discussed more, "Bullshit" will continue to spread itself like      [80C
   a thief with a license to steal.  And many women make these            [80C
   thefts possible.                                                       [80C
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   "Bullshit" takes you away from present reality, so we cannot see       [80C
   the pain and loneliness passing alongside, spreading like an           [80C
   unchecked virus.  When your Armedgeddon comes, will "Bullshit" be      [80C
   the only survivor?                                                     [80C
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