Date: Sun, 21 Mar 1993 16:18 CDT From: Sharon Boehlefeld Subject: File 12--A Few Final Words about CFP '93 With apologies to John Perry Barlow..... I saw him in the halls and lobbies of the conference hotel several times during CFP '93, but he was one of the few people I recognized that I didn't approach. I kept thinking I would have opened my mouth and said something like I used to say to the farmers I grew up with. ("So, what's the cattle market look like this morning?") And I heard he retired from that life. (So did some of those friends of mine...when the bottom dropped out of the cattle market in the mid-70s.) But he mentioned in his luncheon talk that he likes to rely on personal experience before he passes judgement on things. I tend to agree. So, anyone reading this will have to remember that this is my perspective on the Third Conference on Computers, Freedom and Privacy. Let the reader beware. I wondered what I'd said in my scholarship application that had caught the committee's (John McMullen's?) eye, and garnered me one of the 42 awarded this year. I'm still not sure how I got in, but I'm awfully glad that I did. The conference was everything I'd hoped and expected it to be. Most of the folks I'd heard of were there. Some of them were on the program; some were just wandering around with the same innocuous nametags that everyone wore. I had to do double takes dozens of times to realize just who I was talking or listening to. (I mean, really...there was this guy with a nametag that said "John Draper"...and I overheard one attendee asking him, "Are you Captain Crunch?" Should he really have needed to ask?) Since the only people I'd seen before were Barlow and Mike Godwin, there were plenty of unfamiliar faces waiting to be attached to very familiar names. Bruce Sterling, who so recently chronicled CFP's in _The Hacker Crackdown_, was one of those previously faceless folks to me. But I think he finally decided I was OK to talk to; he even gave me a copy of his Agitprop disk. But it's in a Mac format and I haven't had a chance to look at it yet. A couple of days into the conference I decided the only point of disagreement I had with his book was his description of Dorothy Denning. I kept look for this *old* woman. (Maybe Bruce is just younger than I thought *he* was.) Cliff Stoll has been photographed just enough that I knew who he was when I saw him. So did Rebecca Henderson, a sociology grad student from the University of Washington. She smiled as he passed us before dinner Wednesday night, and after he walked by we quickly decided to ask him to join us if he wandered back our way. He did; we did; and, surprisingly, he said yes. After sharing a meal with him, I decided it really wasn't so surprising after all. He was funny, and witty, and charming...and as down to earth as anyone I've ever known who spends much of his time wondering about the stars and the planets. He regaled us with the tale of how 'the book' was written, adding some elements that must have died at his editor's hands. (See, there's this other English word that sounds like 'cuckoo' and that carries a whole different set of connotations...but ask him yourself when you see him.) Phiber Optik was holding court with the other hackers most of the times I saw him. Mostly I just tried to listen. I did have a sense, though, that I was just too "straight" to be in that crowd. (Maybe I'm just too old.) But he and his crew seemed like most of the other hackers I've met. And maybe I'm just a bit perverse, but I still haven't met a hacker I didn't like...at least a little. This was the only time, though, that I got the impression that I couldn't just walk in, sit down, and be included in the conversation. Once I stopped by a group that was gathered in a lobby, and when they noticed I had joined them, a previously animated conversation ground to a halt. I just walked away. Felt like one of those "common people, housewives" with the audacity to think I could be hanging around the nets, and the el33te who populate them. Oh well... One of the best parts of the conference for me, though, was meeting four (count 'em...four) other sociology grad students who are interested in cyberstudies. Marc Smith from UCLA, and Lori Kendall and Eva Skuratowicz, both from UC-Davis, and Rebecca (I already mentioned her), managed to locate each other by Wednesday morning. We decided to stay in touch, and Marc's already got the Virtual Center for the Study of Virtual Spaces up and running on a UCLA computer. We talked about organizing a session for CFP '94 in Chicago, and one for the American Sociological Society meetings in '94, too. The only bad part about the conference was the pace. It was daunting. A week later I've decided that part of the problem with the pace was me. I was so caught up in where I was that I wanted to just absorb every element of the conference. And I tried. But there are limits...and I didn't get to meet everyone there, or talk to some of them for more than five minutes or so. Part of that is due, of course, to the fact that I actually attended most of the sessions. From the first ones at 8:30 in the morning to the end of the "Birds of a Feather" (BOF) sessions at 11 at night. What a grind. (The EFF BOF, btw, wasn't the shouting match some folks had predicted in the halls earlier in the day. My money was on a generally calm discussion, since the reorganization was already a fait accompli.) I finally had to admit defeat, and opted out of parts of a couple of sessions on Friday. I was out in the hall, in fact, on Friday when I heard what most resembled booing during the last formal session. I popped back in a few minutes before it was over, and learned that George Trubow had inadvertently offended some of the audience members with a remark he'd made. (This was even before his "point-counterpoint" session with Barlow.) I can't help but think that some of the acrimony could be attributed to the fact that I wasn't the only exhausted soul wandering the halls by then. Tolerance, however, seems to have prevailed. Another of the fascinating elements of the conference, though, was the incredible mix of people. There were "names" of all sorts wandering around with the rest of us. And some of the rest of us were pretty fascinating folks in our own right. I can't begin to explain how interesting it was to meet people from poets to pilots to postmen who deal with computers in their daily lives. And all of those people have given some thought to the social ramifications of the technology. (Given the nature of the conference, that's probably little more than a truism. But I also know I wasn't the only one there who voiced the notion that "Gee, I'm not the only one who's wondered about (___fill in the blank___)." ) And that may be the best thing about CFP. Folks have said it before; they'll undoubtedly say it again. "There's people in them thar nets." And I like them. But, as does any attempt to translate life into a mediated form, this brief review falls far short of covering the experience that was CFP '93. Listening to some of the session tapes, reading the comments others are sharing in various parts of the nets, will help to round out a view of what happened. But, like cyberspace itself, CFP '93 is now a "place that isn't a place." I'm glad I was there while it was. Sharon Boehlefeld Sociology/University of Wisconsin-Madison Downloaded From P-80 International Information Systems 304-744-2253