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                  Poetry -*- Drawer: (c) C.Jaye Anders                      
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                             "Appologies"                                   
                A stabbing inside me so constant and sharp,                 
                'Tis mine own knife that wounds me you see,                 
                For each time I hurt you I near kill myself,                
                You are such an immense part of me.                         
                                                                            
                Dry tears are the worst that a mere mortal weeps,           
                For nobody sees they are there,                             
                When you don't see me crying you know pain is deep,         
                Though you may not believe that I care.                     
                                                                            
                I wish I were stronger or better somehow,                   
                I would live to be all that you need,                       
                But I barely get by every day that I wake,                  
                I'm sorry I've caused you to bleed.                         
                                                                            
                This stabbing inside me is killing my soul,                 
                'Tis mine own knife that wounds me you see,                 
                For each time I hurt you I should kill myself,              
                You're the only alive part of me.                           


