ࡱ;  Root EntryF{MatOST{{MMMN0h"NDࡱ;  FMicrosoft Works MSWorksWPDocࡱ;  NTh"! !@!!!!=/8d!!@Album: Wither Blister Burn & Peel @Performed By: Stabbing Westward @Song: I Don't Believe I'm such an asshole I'm such a stain I just keep fucking up again and again You crawled inside my mind when you crawled into my bed Said everything I've ever longed to hear So perfect, so alive, once inside you sucked me dry Used me up and left me here for dead I crave it desperately, a cancer eating me An addiction too intense to be denied Worthless, I'm a whore, crawling back for more Pathetic how I feed off this abuse You told me that you loved me And I believed, not I know it was a lie (chorus) I don't believe I don't believe That I could be so stupid and so naive I don't believe I don't believe That there is nothing, nothing left for me @Song: Shame I only see myself reflected in your eyes So all that I believe I an essentially are lies And everything I've hoped to be or ever thought I was Died with your belief in me so who the hell am I? I'm wondering 'round confused Wondering why I try The more that you deny my pain The more it intensifies... I need someone to ache for me the way I ache for you... If you ignore that I'm alive I've nothing to cling to I stare in this mirror So tired of this life If only you would speak to me or care if I'm alive Once I swore I would die for you But I never meant like this I don't know if I am real without you What is left of me without you I don't know what's real without you How can I exist without you? @Song: What Do I Have To Do You make it hard to breathe It's as if I'm suffocating And when you're next to me I can feel your heartbeat through my skin It makes me sad to think This all could be for nothing I wish there was a way For you to see inside of me I've never felt this way About anyone or anything Tell me What do I have to do to make you happy? What do I have to do to make you understand? What do I have to do to make you want me? And if I can't make you want me What do I have to do? I know exactly what you're thinking But I swear this time I will not let you down I'm not as selfish as I used to be That was a part of me that never made me proud Right now I think I would try anything Anything at all to keep you statisfied God I hope you see what losing you would do to me All I want is one more chance, so tell me... What do I have to do to make you love me? @Song: Why I am not here I think I've never been here at all or ever will be I feel like a place where no one goes anymore Why can't you see that everything's broken? Why does it seem this life's broken? I can't believe in anything sacred When I don't believe that I am real It seems so bizarre But none of this matters Thoughts disappear, hope has died Now I am safe, nothing can hurt me here Why can't you see my need for forgiveness The truth and the lies confused as one I can't believe in anything sacred When I don't believe in anything I am alone Locked in my memories There's nowhere left for me to hide But I am not real I've made all I am with lies Why does it seem everything's different? Why does it seem that only you are real? I don't believe in anything sacred So, why do I feel so damned alone? (chorus) I need someone to break the silence That's screaming in my head And in my soul @Song: Inside Me I feel your lips I taste your skin I need to know you I need to feel you from within As your blood burns through my skin I feel complete I breathe you in It's where you end and I begin f only I could stay here...forever So much to tell you So much to show you So much to confide Now that I am inside you We are flesh We are one So why do I feel so much guilt For what I've done? As your blood burns through my skin I feel release I breathe you in It's where you end and I begin If I could only stay here...forever So much to tell you So much to give you So much to confide Now that I am inside you @Song: Falls Apart I'm tangled and broken Left scattered on the floor It's useless now These pieces Can never make me whole You wither You blister I watch you burn and peel It's not like you Can save me It's not like you even care I'm finding it so hard to hold on This is where it falls apart This is where it falls apart I feel helpless as my everything Comes crashing down on me This is where it falls apart This is where it falls apart I feel helpless as my fucking world Comes crashing down o Crashing down on me @Song: So Wrong Wasted thoughts of you Useless prayers to you Give me back my mind I'm empty inside What have I become? Everything's undone A caudle burns here in your honor My soul, a shrine I've built for you I've got nothing left inside but you Can't seem to pretend This night has to end I can't fill this hole You are all I know It's so wrong that I need you It's so wrong that I need abuse It's so wrong that I need you So wrong that I'm scared I'll die alone @Song: Crushing Me I'm feeling the weight of the world and it's crushing me I'm feeling the weight of everyday life and it's crushing me How much more will it take? How much more until it breaks me? This world...it's crushing me I'm feeling the hate of the world and it's crushing me I'm feeling the hate of everyday life and it's crushing me I swallow the hate, betrayal and lies Swallow it whole and shove it deep down inside of me I'm feeling the weight of the world and it's crushing me How much more will it take? How much more until it breaks me? This world is crushing me @Song: Sleep She's been here so many times before she can't remember When she last felt anything at all but this fear and anger She stares intently at the door, listens for his footsteps She knows exactly what's in store and the knowing makes it worse When he calls her daddy's little girl, she doesn't hear him And when he crushes her, she can't feel her screams at silent Hides in the corner of her mind where she plays contentedly She leaves this nightmare far behind, escapes inside her dreams Floating high above her bed Staring at her father's head Wishing one of them were dead So this hell could finally end @Song: Slipping Away I feel it slipping away I gave it all and no one cared I feel it slipping away I feel it slipping away No more pain, no more fear I feel it slipping away I just can't learn to forget Now I'm choking on the memories Choking on regret I tried but I can't find away To untangle all the pieces After they've been thrown away I will not suffer this loss Of you again and again and again I refuse to continue to live In this perpetual nightmare I decide it ends right here I feel it slipping away I feel it slipping I feel it slipping Everything is slipping away {%HJcezLr8ak|@q/KA^  (D,5 B f   G r t # l 6 ^   (*<Oc%:NhjxBWl!.;hu0Nl*,Ux =^^}7 1g F|7Vvx1Op:Wuu8 ^u9:;<=>?@AB Arialf Xʫo^G0>ࡱ; CompObjE